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Thanks all of my friends who loved me too much, shared ideas and feelings with me and them who did not.

I am the man of experimentalism and like to use new things though love the old ones.

Following this blog, I have started inking my feelings and ideas on the following sites:

www.simplyviews.blogspot.com

www.extragallery.blogspot.com

www.quest4self.blogspot.com

Please, comment and suggest me. I hope you will love me all the time wherever I go and .... I will be with you...

with love
...bparyal...

Every one knows each living being must die one day. However, they have all forgotton and accustomed to live under the fit of unconsciousness and commit sins rather than be a benevolent being. I don't know the reason for that.

I know and feel that I must die. My body will decompose and physically eliminated into the earth. My dead body will be burnt to ash and flow into the air or mix into the soil. I am surprised whether I could make any useful effort to anybody else. Certainly, I helped and sacrificed my life for very few persons of my family. I have done good for only a few people in this world. I was selfish to this matter. My body is not mine, my organs are not mine, my soul is not mine, infact, everything is not mine. NATURE or GOD or SUPER POWER or EXISTENCE made everything. I am only a part of this world. Nothing more than that. I understand this. 

Now, I want to donate all of my body organs to needy persons if possible so that some would get life from my wasting parts of the body. Therefore, I have already registered my name for the donation of my eyes after my death. One or two visually impaired people will see the world through my eyes. I wish two females could get my eyes. I want to donate my kidney too to one of persons who are involving in human rights, humanitarian projects, welfare of children, women and people or people from education or science sector that they can help many people and save the lives.

I am nobody but simple, a vegetarian, humanity lover who will be happier only when I will get opportunities to donate my body organs. Please, contact me sooner if you are in need of body organ to save precious life that can be fruitful to many people.

The Yoga has categorized the food in three sections: Satwik, Rajasi and Tamasi, which are derrived from three qualities of edible elements. They are Satwa, Rajas and Tamas. These days number of vegetarian people are increasing day by day as the science has proved that eating meat is consuming various diseases. No one denies that man is naturally a vegetarian animal. It's characteristics and organs are made of vegetarian nature unlike preys and flesh eating animals.

Satwik: The very food choosen of vegetables with soft, hygenic, digestable are without harmful elements for physical and mental body. Yogis and other meditative persons use it. Albert Einstein, Shakespeare, Leonardo Da Vinci and many more genius persons were vegetarians like Krishna, Buddha, Mahatma Gandhi and others. Peace, love and compassion are its traits. This helps human being rise above and above spiritually.

Rajashi: The food which is spicy, oily and fleshy gives human being energy, anger, and stupidity that inspires human being to violence, killing, fight and crimes. Conspiracy, wildness and brutality are its features.

Tamasi: The food which include rotten things, wine, drugs and many more with bad smelling items. This kind of food is the representation of unconscious, and fainted condition of human being, and Savage nature may be its characteristics.

So choose your kind of food and be yourself as true human beings. It depends on YOU.

It is said that face is the context of mind and i say that body is the context of what we eat. The things what we eat determine what we think, how we think and what we do. Our actions are the results of what we eat.

Think twice.

Since the historic age or beginning of the world or creation, living things depend on eating to survive. All the animals have known what to eat or not to eat but unfortunately human being despite most intelligent animal has forgotten what to eat and what to avoid. That is why human being has become mentally, psychologically and physically and spiritually ill.

if u want to be right healthy, do not forget the Yoga and meditation, and the category of foods that is inscribed in the Yoga or holy books of the only Hindus.

Conceive Once.

They are: SATWIK, RAJASI and TAMASI. Search about these three terms and choose your way of eating and be a true mankind.

I had thought i was among the crowds
when i was conscious i found myself
among the vicious circles
projected plots of conspiracy

It was not, in fact, true
because it was me in the mirror
they said
mirrorred on the mirror what i am

However,
i could not believe them
because they were mirrorred on me
unlike i am the virtue of vice

And
i was sabotaged and jeopardized
not because i failed to fulfil their demands
but because i could not recognize myself.

It looks like who i am not.

Once upon a time, I was eternal in the universe. I was so good, wise, clever, peaceful, lovely and gentle. When my father fell in love with a woman-would-be-my-mother, I was bound to be born on this earth. Then I am destined to suffer the miseries, pains and pleasure of life in this material world. Now, I am called a foolish, stupid, unpractical, philosophical, rude, sly and so on as If I was sent on this planet, I am to be punished for nothing.

Every then, and here and now, I am very much grounded on reality and investigation rather than believing in rhetorics, verbal layer and play of language and words. My life is full of struggles from the beginning. My father passed away when I was studying Intermediate level. I was the senior or responsible person to handle my family with my mother and two brothers at that time. I started teaching as an English grammar teacher in a public school after I had just taken the final year examination of B.A in !993. i worked there for more than a year. Then I joined a private school where I served one year. Because of my passion to work more, I along with other three partners thrived to open a private English School where I was vice-principal for two years. At that time, conflict and violence was increasingly threatenning the whole society and country. Due to the same reason which forced me to turn my way, I appeared in an examination taken by the Palpa District Education Office for the secondary level English teacher. I passed the exam and interview but rejected to receive the appointment letter. I sold my share of the school and joined another Higher Secondary School as a teacher and administrator. I worked there as teacher, administrator and chief-editor of the monthly school magazine for three years. In 1999, I joined M.A. in the Central Department of English, Tribhuvan University, Kathmandu and completed M.A. in English Literature in 2001. In 2002, I joined the stateowned national English daily The Rising Nepal as a correspondent for the Kathmandu Valley. Hundreds of news articles on different topics have been published in the daily. I left the The Rising Nepal in 2006 during the Royal regime at the eve of the People's Movement 2006 for supporting the democratic movement. Another reason to leave the job: two powerful friends tried to sabotage and jeopardize my plans and life accusing me of not marrying sister of one of my friends. Now, I am very much serious, sensitive and philosophical about each event and attitude towards life struggling for quest for identity and justice for humanity. I am still single and not interested much more in the marriage affair because of my freedom fond behaviour.

He does not care about anything.

The sun was shining as if it was merciless to the living beings. But it was not so, in fact. It was shining to burn the evil things from the earth and to sweep away the dirt and filth accumulated by human being on the city. The sun was inviting a heavy and insassant rain to clean the city.

Rich people smelt perfumes and  cosmetics while others were sweating with body odors and laborous deeds. They were on their moods and ways for their own vested purpose, not to blame all, wishing to add one after another compliment of life. Tourists were enjoying their travels to visit the Royal Chitwan National Park, where disappearing Bengal tigers, species of crocodile, many birds, plants, and animals are celebrating the nature together. Tourists enjoyed riding elephants. i was happy to enjoy riding autorickshaw.

He was pulling rickshaw all day to spend his life in his own way. When he was pulling rickshaw carrying me on the way, he called a woman from her behind during her walks. His face was full of sweats. He had worn a top on his right ear in black checked shirt and blue paint. His slippers were dull like silly dogs barking on the streets. She was in traditional dresses of a woman of shuburb. Her lips were red painted and eyes were decorated with black kajol. She was beatiful for him but i was indifferent and aloof to her. He asked her, "Where are you going?" She smiled and said, "There."

I was alone on the two seated rickshaw and he called her to sit by me. She smiled. He again invited her and said, "Come. Sir will not object anything." He addressed me as sir. But she smiled and did not ride the rickshaw because she enjoyed walking on the sun.

He told me that SHE IS THE WOMAN. A CITY BRIDE."She is device or tool for entertainment. I spill my desires on her when i am hot," he whispered slowly. "How old are you? Aren't you married yet?", i asked him. "i am at my thirtees and i have my wife and a daughter," he told me.

"Do you use condom or not? Haven't you heard about deadly diseases?", i questioned him. "I have heard about them but no one has remained away from such indecent activities," he said confidentally. He was just literate.

"How much do you earn daily from your job?", i made  another question. "I earn NRs. 300 to 400 each day but i spend on drinks and other entertainment ... like smoking about half of my total income," he answered. "It is my own rickshaw."

He started telling me his stories. His wife has been working in Saudi Arabia and his daughter is a Class Ten student in a local school. He does not care about any STDs.

"What  do you think about your wife and daughter?", i asked him. He smiled and kept mum.

Shah Dynasty has its own glory to the country since unification of dozens of small states into unified Nepal  about 238 years ago by King Prithivi Narayan Shah, then King of Gorkha area. Prithivi Narayn Shah was really worthy of being a head of the state, with his sharp vision of diplomacy, good-governance, justice, selfesteemed foreign policy and development oriented programmes.

The time changed with various flux of events in the country misusing authority and despotism fallen into vested interests against the dignity of country and sovereignty of people. As a result, very autocratic and totalitarian, family oriented Rana regime for more than a century. Those who were in power or around the power pheriphery of Palace kins did not remain away from hatching conspiracy to usurp power and position of the country for their partisan interests. And Monarchy started earning defame and unpopularity among the Nepalese people.

It is said or criticised by the political parties and critics, the Royal Palace massacre of 2001, when 10 Royal members kin to thrown were dramatically assasinated in the black incident. The Maoists directly charged King Gyanendra, second brother of late King Birendra, for the whole incident as plot of conspiracy. Some other political parties were also suspicious to the Royal Palace. Their brother organizations prtested on the streets in the later days and called King Gyanendra as lead conspirator. Student leaders Gagan Thapa Guru Ghimire, affiliated to the Nepali Congress Party and other some students were arrested and jailed.

The country faced a dire situation of Maoist insurgency and conflict, full of violence and killings pushing the country into uncertainty and abyss. About 15,000 people were killed during the insurgency. After restoration of democracy in 1990, people were more optimistic to the political parties for the betterment of the country. But the parties also forgot the democratic norms and fell a prey of vested interests and power politics leading the country to a chaos, corruption and bad-governance. King Gyanendra endeavored to take advantage from liqudity of situation and started assuming power himself by sacking the elected government( 2002) and even a coup (2005), blaming the parties unable to provide and maintain peace, security , law and order and development.

However, King Gyanendra also failed to do so and the situation of the country got worsened day by day. The political parties in the leadership of Nepali Congress Party President Girija Prasad Koirala came to the conclusion of resolving the political crisis of the country by liberationg it from anarchy and reviving democracy in a real sense. As a result, Seven political parties and terror-taged CPN-Maoists were united and agreed to seek a way out of the nation's problem. They launched People's Movement 2006 in very peaceful manner though the Royal Palace tried to supress it violently, killing more than two dozen of ordinary  innocent people. Ultimately, the people got the victory. The parties won the heart of Nepalese people with the aspiration of Republic Nepal.

Then new government headed by Girija Prasad Koirala in support of eight political parties achieved significant results by making interim constitution suspending Monarchy and committed to hold the constituent assembly. On the eve of forming interim government, Koirala suggested King Gyanendra and Prince Paras to step down from Crown (Kantipur daily), and indicated that the nation was already a republican.

Now, it can be predicted that the Monarchy of Nepal will no more exist in the history of the country. It is almost certain if unexpected does not  occur. It is better for Monarchy to declare themselves people rather than being disrespectfully announced republican after the Constituent Assembly Polls likely to  be held in June. Thus, fate of Monarchy is at the end of collapse. It will be worse, if the new government after the Constituent Assembly restarts investigation and probe panel for the Royal massacre as black bloodshed of the history. At that time, unexpected may occur, it may be aweful or awesome, it can not be predicted now, is it?

[It is not an April-Fool Story. Believe it or not, it depends on you.] 

I said, "Bye".
She said, "OK".
Then we departed for our destinations. She headed towards south and I got up a bus travelling east. We were at the junction of Butwal, business city of central Nepal about two couple of days ago. People were coming and going to their directions from the crossroad.

It seemed the sun was angry with the people who were unaware of scorching heat. It was not too hot but the temperature was above 35 degree celcius. I was on the road, the road of my destination and destiny.

It looked the trees were running. The bus was full of sounds playing music. Infact, the bus was running and my mind inside the bus was running back to the history of few hours ago.

The place from where I caught the bus was hilly, scenary and fascinatingly serene. The wind was blowing mildly. people were on the opposite and supportive directions respectively. I entered into the bus and looked for a vacant seat. All the front seats were not empty. I went to the behind seats. There was an empty seat along with a girl, who was looking downside. I could not see her face. But her dress was neat and pink color with embroidory. I took the vacant seat.

The bus was moving and heading to its destination. I was silent and she was also silent. I wanted to know about her because I thought we were together by the seats. I wanted to ask, "Sister, can we introduce each other? Where are you going?" But, I pondered upon my thinking and said without uttering voice, "It will be meaner to ask anything about an unknown lady. Why should I ask her for anything when we only met on the bus?" I sometimes peered and she aslo did so but not at a time. 

I remembered one of my friend-turned-foe who might assume that I was so rude, savage, and wild while I was afraid of talking to a human being friendly travelling together. I thought, "It's not necessary to be so because I believe in humanity. If she falls under any problems, I am ready to help her." However, there was not such a coincidence.

She said nothing to me and I was similar to her. More than three hours passed in the same manner. The bus arrived at the junction from where we departed. 
Before getting down from the bus, she asked me, "Where are you getting down?" 
"At the junction," I said.
"I am too at the same place," she said. "I am going to visit my sister's home but I am not familiar with this place."
"Let's go together to the cross road, and phone your sister to receive you," I said to her.
She phoned her sister and found she was not at home. I came to know from hearing her that her nephew or neice received the phone. They were small and could not take her to their home, she said. "Can you help me to reach there?"

We went at the crossroad and stopped a bus and i told the bus helper to help her getting down by the F.M. station of the town. The helper said, "It is my pleasure to do so. Some people don't say as clearly as you said and later complain us."

Though I am strong feminist,  I always hesitate to communate frankly because I think, "People will take me as a lusty man if I talk or speak to the opposite sexes." However, there was a spiritual communiation between us that made us pleasant. 

Neither she asked my name nor I asked her name. The travelling is still to continue but it is not certain whether we will meet again or not. "I don't expect to meet her again," I believe.

[This is an allusion to my friend's sister dedicated to Him.]

"Love is absolute freedom. Love knows no boundaries. And unless you drop all boundaries, you will not be able to know love." "Love is not a passion, love is not an emotion. Love is a very deep understanding that somebody somehow completes you. Somebody makes you a full circle. The presence of the other enhances your presence. Love gives freedom to be yourself; it is not possessiveness." When "Mediation becomes your love", "You disappear from the collective world, "You start seeing things as they are", "You feel silence, serenity, deep joy bubbling inside your being".--All excerpts are from Osho books.
All of the above words of Osho are related to meditation and divine love. You believe it or not, it is my experience that meditation can be done, and love can be felt and experienced in Osho Tapoban, an International Commune and Forest Retreat Centre instead of reading them in books. You can see about 500 people dancing joyfully, bewildered in ecstasy on Saturdays. No one can remain aloof from the dancing tune and environment. Everyone starts dancing or shaking their body without hesitation in the Commune. Established in 1990, Osho Tapoban covering an area of about 100 ropanis of land is located at the outskirts of Kathmandu valley on the way to Kakani, amidst the Himalayan forest Nagarjuna, 10 kilometres away from Kathmandu city centre and five kilometres from Balaju bypass.

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Acharya Rajneesh (1931-1990) was born Rajneesh Chandra Mohan, presently known as Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, in Kuchwara, a town in central India. Various sources state that "Bhagwan" means either "The Blessed One" or "God" and that "Shree" means "Master". At the end of his life, he changed his name to Osho.
His parents' religion was Jainism. However, Osho never subscribed to any religious faith during his lifetime. He received "sambodhi" (enlightenment in which his soul became one with the universe) on 1953-MAR-21 at the age of 21. Rajneesh obtained a masters degree in philosophy from the University of Saugar. He taught philosophy at the University of Jabalpur for nine years and concurrently worked as a religious leader. In 1966, he left his teaching post and gave his full attention to teaching his sannyasins (disciples) while pursuing a speaking career.
Osho developed new forms of active meditation, among 108 methods of it. The best known is Dynamic Meditation which often starts with strenuous physical activity followed by silence and celebration. These were expected to lead the individual to overcome repression, lower their personal inhibitions, develop a "state of emptiness", and attain enlightenment. The person then would have "no past, no future, no attachment, no mind, no ego, no self." Osho assigned a new name to each of the disciples. Men were given the title "Swami"; women were called "Ma".He taught a form of Monism, that God was in everything and everyone. There is no division between "God" and "not-God". People, even at their worse, are divine. He explained that the purpose of his jokes was to shock people and to encourage them to examine their identification with and attachment to their ethnic or religious beliefs. His contention was that national, religious, gender and racial divisions are destructive.
Courtesy: Online Sources.